Positive light

So I can't leave a largely negative post, without having a positive one.
My positive lights right now are our kid's and my marriage. I love my family more than life itself - our kids make me laugh every day and some days they also have me tearing my hair out - which can only be normal. They inspire me daily with their wit and their curiosity with the world. I love their innocence and never want them to ever lose it. I fall in love with my husband every day - no lie....I am crazy about this man. He has been through thick and thin with me and with his own life, he still makes my heart flutter and still makes me go weak in the knees with his smile...( I know puke worthy material right there), but he is my everything and we are stronger than ever. I am so thankful for what we have and although I have this niggling desire to add another baby to our family, I just don't think it is going to happen - on this subject the head and the heart are very much on two different paths.
2011 has been a rollercoaster for myself right from the start - but we have had such a great year. Hayley has finished her first year of school and I am going into the last year of having Charlie home - cannot believe he will be in school in 2013. My business is picking up and Matt is finally in a job he loves and in a position he has worked hard to achieve - which makes me soo proud. We are settled in here at Coral Cove and I simply couldn't imagine living anywhere else. I have some fantastic friends who have helped me a lot this year and I am grateful for their friendships and support.

It is now nearly 1am -- better log off I spose - finished on a positive note!